Top class Rio Amelie

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shaking someone's hand and saying "it's an armani" and winking is another thing entirely.

It is like she is toying with me. She pretty much told me that I will always be her friend, but never a lover. She also said that she wants to talk to me for a long time so we could catch up. (She emphasized the word wait). I love the woman, but if it isn't reciprocated, then I am just wasting my time. When she closed the email, she closed with a someone affectionate close. When I spilled my guts, I asked her if I should continue contacting her. I said that since we were somewhat emotionally intimate, it would be a shame to just drop our friendship/relationship just like that. I think I will feel very strange around her. But the problem is this. She already knows my feelings since I spilled my guts. But I think I will look like a fool if I continue). I also went on to add that I really valued our communications. However, in her last email two weeks ago, she said that she can't wait to speak with me. Well, she responded with the 'you'll always be one of my friends' lines and that she wanted to continue writing to me. I said that I would understand and respect her opinion if she felt we should cut off communications. I am really baffled by this chick. I honestly don't think I can let this charade go on. Also, my 'friend' will be in town around next week for Christmas break. So instead of going through this rollercoaster again, should I let her know that I care for her, but feel that I need to stop contacting her? (I deep down love and care for this woman.

lol and the the prize goes to you, tman awesome comment...

You are showing your emotions and he does not want to deal with them.

now I feel like his last priority. I'm so mad at him for making me feel uncared about! I don't think I would have cared. I would have done something of my own instead. Give or take, if this were a few months ago.. When we first met, he would always put everything aside to spend time with me...

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