Maddawiah

Reviews:

The bottom line is we know she is fully aware of these profiles still being up, and at least checks out other invites she gets from other guys.

Dating you seems like it would be on par with going to the dentist if the dentist was kind of an aloof jerk. After reading most of the posts all I can say is if she is interested, I can't imagine her being into you much longer unless she has serious self esteem issues.

I see this girl as my competition and she drives me crazy because of this...anyway, I was kinda looking on his cell phone and saw her name on there 3 in a row times under the dialed calls, and he denies ever calling her...is that weird? Its like he almost gets defensive about her, and that is really intimidating/weird to me. There are so many other things that I could get into about my boyfriend and his ex's realtionship, but I will save you the agony...One little FYI, I know he hasn't seen her in a really long time, at least as far as I know, anyways, I think you get the picture...I just don't know how to take all this...Please help me... Is it unfair to ask him so many questions about her and their current relationship? Anyways, we love eachother so much and everything is great except for the fact that his ex has been calling him...I guess you could say they have weird relationship. Another thing is that all of the calls were when I wasn't around, like either in class or at work or something. Hey everyone...I am really bad at telling if or when I am over reacting or not so I think I need a little advice on that right now. Thanks He hasn't always been completely straight with me about her in the past either, nothing big, just little things, like he has lied about talking to her before...I might sound like I am this psycho possesive girlfriend, which, I promise I am not, but I just really don't know what to think. I have been with my boyfriend for a year now and our realtionship is great.....its just that I have a really really hard time trusting people because of a lot of reasons....anyway, I don't have any reason in the world not to trust my wonderful boyfriend, but its like I get caught up in this jealousy thing and I am suddenly this person that I really am not at all.

If you were a perfectly normal girl with a lot going for you that got rejected over and over for the same unchangeable feature, you would feel very different. Oh yeah, and you don't blame men for wanting women different from you because you don't have a universally unattractive feature you cannot change no matter what.