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While your level of recognition in your posts that you are in the wrong is the right place to be, you are also showing to be quite casual about the idea that you are likely (and hopefully, no offense) going to lose the love of your life. Perhaps its just the nature of you you come across in writing, but it makes me think that you think you love him, but in words only when in fact you are quite disconnected from him emotionally already. see the review

And I say "hopefully" you will lose him because what you have described is a heavy indicator that this is going down a bad path for both of you. You, because you are not in a mentally stable enough position to marry someone if you let yourself put your own needs so selfishly in front of the person you think you love. And him, because he is in for a world of hurt, from finding out that the woman he loves betrayed him, numerous times in a calculated way, that she likely will not take herself out of the environment where her fling is (speaks volumes to your priorities and lack of commitment to work at saving the relationship and make your BF feel safe), and the years he will be tormented by this potentially happening again before you discover why you chose to repeatedly sacrifice your relationship. Even if he does try to forgive you, regaining that trust will quite literally take years and years, and that's no way for either of you to be spending your first years as a married couple instead of being lost in love with each other. see the review

So I apologize for being harsh, but bottom line.... see the review

- You purposefully took multiple actions to ruin your relationship see the review

- A part of me actually thinks you are ok with having ruined it, and may not even regret this outcome deep inside see the review

- He should really leave you, for both your sakes see the review

- You need focused counselling to understand why you would actively ruin a healthy relationship, and also explore whether you even love at all. see the review

I hope things work out for you. I really do. You just have a bit of a road in front of you on figuring things out I think. It will come. see the review